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Sunday, March 21, 2010

i know who i am and i know where i want to be
















I'm a lover and a fighter. I get angry easily, but I'm working on it. I party, sleep, and think too much, but I get my shit done. I have a weakness for sweet talkers, but I'm learning and enforcing my boundaries. I don't let many people in, but once they're in, they're there forever



I want that part of you that gets excited when you hear the ice cream truck. The part that cries when old people die in movies. The part that cares much more than what she wears. The part where she can totally be herself. The part that when I look at her, I only see her. The part where she could never give up a stuffed animal, cause she'll feel bad for it. The part that wants me, too. That's what I really want.


magic is in all of us and in everyone who believes they can make beautiful things happen it's in a first kiss, in fireworks, running with your girlfriend down the beach at midnight, screaming in the sky it's falling in love and falling down the rabbit hole it's in your dreams and imagination we can all use magic


Love isn't perfect. It isn't a fairytale or a storybook and it doesn't always come easy. Love is overcoming obstacles, facing challenges, fighting to be together, holding on, and never letting go. It is a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define, and impossible to live without. Love is work, but most of all, love is realizing that every hour, every minute, every second of it was worth it because you did it together


i came here tonight because when you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with someone,
you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible.
[when harry met sally]


so there's this boy, he makes fun of me because i can only stay on a subject for like 5 seconds and them i'm on to the next one. he listens to me when i'm sad and handles me when i'm mad. i tell him i hate him and he responds with, "no you don't." yeah he's not prince charming, but to me he couldn't be more perfect


"When I was a little girl, I used to read fairy tales. In fairy tales you meet Prince Charming & he's everything you've ever wanted. In fairy tales the bad guys is very easy to spot. The bad guy is always wearing a black cape so you always know who he is. Then you grow up and realize that Prince Charming is not as easy to find as you thought. You realize that the bad guy is not wearing a black cape and he's not easy to spot; he's really funny, and he makes you laugh, and he has perfect hair." -Taylor Swift


FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food. REAL FRIENDS: are the reason you have no food. fake friends: call your parents mr/mrs REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM fake friends: never seen you cry. REAL FRIENDS: Cry with you fake friends: borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. REAL FRIENDS: Keep your stuff so long they forget its yours. fake friends: know a few things about you. REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you. fake friends: will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing. REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. fake friends: would knock on your front door. REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in and say "I’M HOME!" fake friends: will talk shit about the person who talks shit about you. REAL FRIENDS: Will knock them the shit out of them. fake friends: are for awhile. REAL FRIENDS: Are for life



What would the world be like if we all had the ability to feel that someone is missing us? Like when someone is 10,000 miles away from you and they miss you so much, to the point where you actually feel it inside you. Imagine: you could be sitting there, drinking a cup of hot chocolate, and then suddenly have the ability to realize, "Hey, someone out there really misses me right now


There will come a time in your life when you will become infatuated with a single soul. For this person, you'd do anything & not think twice about it, but when asked why... you have no answer. You'll try your whole life to understand how a single person can affect you as much as they do, but you'll never find out. & no matter how badly you hate it or how badly it hurts... you'll love this person without regret for the rest of your life.

In this weird twisted way, I know you miss me liking you, not because I want to believe it's true, but because you'll never find a girl that can put up with you like I did; you'll never find a girl who will care as much as I did, because no one will waste all their love on someone like you, like I did. I ask myself why, and in that same breath, as I watch you, I get my answer. It's everything about you; it's that teasing smile, that warm scent. It's the curve of your arms, the tousle of your hair, the ring of your voice. It's just everything about you. But more than that, it's everything about me. It's everything about the way you make me laugh, cry, smile and hurt. It's everything about the way you make me feel. And that's everything that I cannot, and would not, want to let go of.






Saturday, March 13, 2010

theres things i wish i couldnt feel








I want out of the labels. I don't want my whole life crammed into a single word. A story. I want to find something else, unknowable, some place to be that's not on the map. A real adventure. A spinx. A mystery. A blank. Unknown. Undefined.

She's beautiful but she'll never admit it. Music is her life, literally. Ask for a good song, she'll give you five. Big sunglasses and jeans are her trademarks. She's afraid of big bugs and obsessed with gum. When she smiles her whole face lights up and her heart's been broken by a guy who doesn't love her anymore. And you know what? She doesn't care.

The things we truly love stay with us always, locked in our hearts as long as life remains.
--Josephine Baker

Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for awhile and leave footprints on our hearts. And we are never, ever the same.

Always remember that the future comes one day at a time.
--Dean Bennett

Happy are those who dream dreams and are ready to pay the price to make them come true

He's been a major part of your life, of course you'll miss him - it's perfectly normal. It's like getting a major tooth pulled out, after the dentist pulls it, you're relieved. But how many times does you tongue run itself over the spot where the tooth once was? Probably a hundred times a day. Just cause it was hurting you doesn't mean you notie it's absence. It leaves a gap and sometimes, you feel yourself missing it terribly. It's going to take a while, but it takes time. Should you have kept the tooth? No, it was causing you pain. Pulling the tooth was the right decision, but it's going to hurt.

because, even if it breaks your heart to be just friends, if you really care about someone, you'll take the hit.

Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up. If a guy punches you, he likes you. Never try to trim your own bangs and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending. Every movie we see, every story we're told implores us to wait forit, the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. But sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. How to tell from the ones who wantus and the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. And maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is just moving on. Or maybe the happy ending is this, knowing after all the unreturned phone calls, broken hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment, you never gave up hope. He's just not that into you

I really shouldn't miss you, but I can't let you go

Friday, March 12, 2010

In tenn watching time fly

The Rules to follow

1.. If you feel like he doesnt care about you hhe probaly doesn't

2.. if he leaves once he will do it again

3... once a cheater always a cheater not going to change

4.. Liers will always lie don't start believing them

5.. if I guy says he'll change he's lying wait to see it

6.. I'll try my hardest means " i'm not gonna do anythiung just tellin u what you want to hear"

7... relationships are work but they are not that much work if you love someone its mostly easy if you feel like you're working more than not time to go

8.. do not threaten to leave if you arent willing to do so or you'll keep takin him back

9.. If he's askin you for money something is wrong

10.. stop trying so hard guys will use us and screw us over aand then leave in the end you'll be happierr without him


Thursday, March 11, 2010

I guess theres only so much you can do...








even more, i had never meant to love him. one thing i truly knew - knew it in the pit of my stomach, in the center of my bones, knew it from the crown of my head to the soles of my feet, knew it deep in my empty chest - was how love gave someone the power to break you.



maybe crying is a means of cleaning yourself out emotionally. or maybe it’s your communication of last resort; the only way to express yourself when words fail ... the same as when you were a baby and had no words.


the worst isn't when are in love with someone who doesn't love you back, the worst is when you are in love with somebody who used to love you.

When something bad happens, you have three choices, you can either let it define you, destroy you, or you can let it strengthen you.

Risk more than others think is safe. Care more than others think is wise. Dream more than others think is practical and expect more than others think is possible.

She always lived for tomorrow; she's never learned to live for today. She's dying to try something foolish, do something crazy, or just get away. Something for herself for a change.

A beautiful girl can make you dizzy. Like you've been drinking jack and coke all morning. She can make you feel high. Full a single greatest commodity known to man. Promise. Promise of a better day. Promise of a greater hope. Promise of a new tomorrow. This particular aura can be found in the gait of a beautiful girl. In her smile and in her soul and the way she makes every rotten little thing about life seem like its gonna be okay.

Flirting: The art of making a man feel pleased with himself

If you obey all the rules, you miss all the fun. --Katherine Hepburn
two thins are infinite: the universe and human stupidity, and I'm not sure about the universe. -Albert Einstein