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Sunday, March 21, 2010
i know who i am and i know where i want to be
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Saturday, March 13, 2010
theres things i wish i couldnt feel
--Josephine Baker
--Dean Bennett
He's been a major part of your life, of course you'll miss him - it's perfectly normal. It's like getting a major tooth pulled out, after the dentist pulls it, you're relieved. But how many times does you tongue run itself over the spot where the tooth once was? Probably a hundred times a day. Just cause it was hurting you doesn't mean you notie it's absence. It leaves a gap and sometimes, you feel yourself missing it terribly. It's going to take a while, but it takes time. Should you have kept the tooth? No, it was causing you pain. Pulling the tooth was the right decision, but it's going to hurt.
because, even if it breaks your heart to be just friends, if you really care about someone, you'll take the hit.
Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up. If a guy punches you, he likes you. Never try to trim your own bangs and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending. Every movie we see, every story we're told implores us to wait forit, the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. But sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. How to tell from the ones who wantus and the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. And maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is just moving on. Or maybe the happy ending is this, knowing after all the unreturned phone calls, broken hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment, you never gave up hope. He's just not that into you
I really shouldn't miss you, but I can't let you go
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Friday, March 12, 2010
In tenn watching time fly
The Rules to follow 1.. If you feel like he doesnt care about you hhe probaly doesn't 2.. if he leaves once he will do it again 3... once a cheater always a cheater not going to change 4.. Liers will always lie don't start believing them 5.. if I guy says he'll change he's lying wait to see it 6.. I'll try my hardest means " i'm not gonna do anythiung just tellin u what you want to hear" 7... relationships are work but they are not that much work if you love someone its mostly easy if you feel like you're working more than not time to go 8.. do not threaten to leave if you arent willing to do so or you'll keep takin him back 9.. If he's askin you for money something is wrong 10.. stop trying so hard guys will use us and screw us over aand then leave in the end you'll be happierr without him
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Thursday, March 11, 2010
I guess theres only so much you can do...
maybe crying is a means of cleaning yourself out emotionally. or maybe it’s your communication of last resort; the only way to express yourself when words fail ... the same as when you were a baby and had no words.

































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