My fears:
Thursday, August 18, 2011
Day 20
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Wednesday, August 17, 2011
Day 19
5 thing i lust after:
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Tuesday, August 16, 2011
Day 18
A problem that ive had:
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Monday, August 15, 2011
Day 17
something that i am proud of...hmm i would have to say the thing i am most proud of is graduating college i know to some its just a simple fact of life and getting over and done with as quickly as possible. but to me it was a great accomplishment. i always had some sort of idea of what i wanted to do with my life but knowing and having that degree just feels absolutely amazing. looking back on all those different and difficult obstacles makes my proud that much bigger, that much stronger and that much sweeter. i never had very many people doubt me and im grateful for that but the people who did and i can look at them and proudly say "hey guess what... i did it without you but i have to say thank you because guess what you made me want to finish that much more for how much you doubted me." i know saying this wont change anything and they will find something else to doubt me on but i know i will and can keep proving them wrong. now all i need to do is get a job and ill be set for awhile.
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Sunday, August 14, 2011
Day 16
Something i always think "what if..." about:
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Saturday, August 13, 2011
Day 15
The grounded and stable Bull knows what it wants -- and knows how to get it. Appreciating the finest things in life, determined Taurus seeks pleasure through luxury. You simple souls know how to find true comfort by tapping into the very best that each of the five senses has to offer. While at times stubborn to a fault, Taurus refuses to settle for anything less than the best.
Taurus:
April 20 - May 20
You Bulls are noted for your determination. You get to where you are going, not because you are exceptionally fast or clever, but because you will not be distracted from your goals. Your need for stability and simplicity can motivate you to create a life for yourself that is quite functional, though it might seem boring to someone else. But you aren't interested in taking unnecessary risks that can put your solid footing in jeopardy.
Your motto might be "Take care of the senses and everything else will take care of itself." It may be that your attraction to material things is less about the objects themselves than it is about the pleasure they bring to your senses. Comfortable living and working space is important to you, along with nice linens, clothing, food and music. And, as one of the most practical signs, your outlook on life is usually quite sensible. As you plod along in life, getting what you need in order to survive, don't forget to look at the beauty that is beyond the material world of material possessions.
Element: Earth
Earth signs are naturally practical. In this lifetime we are bound to Earth. There is no escaping the reality around us. The Earth is about as real as it gets; it can be felt, weighed and it has substance. Accordingly, the earth signs base their life on what is real, not what is imagined. Sensation is valued over thoughts or feelings. Earth signs live with their feet on the ground. Others seek their advice because of their basic sensibility. For earth signs, seeing is believing.
The earth of Taurus is simple and sensible. It's about getting back to basics. This is about working the earth in a garden or about having the tools that we need in order to build. House: Second
The Second House symbolizes those things that are of value to us. Personal possessions are within this domain, as is our money. Anything having personal value is associated with the Second House. It also represents those things we value that are not things. When you think about what is most important to you -- your own values -- you are indeed thinking about your Second House.
Key Planet: Venus
Venus is the planet of love and desire. She is in charge of romance and beauty. But Venus isn't only about physical love; she's also symbolic of the ideal love. When we see a beautiful painting or other work or art, Venus is present. She is the beauty of a rose as much as she is the attraction we have to someone we love. As the key planet of Taurus, Venus is sensual and simple. We fulfill the senses with beauty and life is good.
Greatest Strength:
Your sensible outlook on life
Possible Weakness:
Accepting less than you can achieve
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Friday, August 12, 2011
Day 14
what i wore today:
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Thursday, August 11, 2011
Day 13
My body and how i feel about it:
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Wednesday, August 10, 2011
oh god...
this has been the hardest day ive been through in a really long time. today was the day i kicked my ex out of my life. he literally has been texting me daily telling me how much he wanted me back and all this other stuff and now i found out hes dating the girl he use to send inappropriate texts to while we were dating. he is a pig and i hate him. well i wish i did anyways. i cant hate him but it will be a whole hell of a lot easier once hes out of my life. the sad thing is that he was one of my best friends 3 years ago. we dated off and on for 2 of those 3. this just sucks. i guess i fouled myself in thinking that we could stay friends but i guess i lied to myself. and he lied to me for months he lied. when i first started dating him i thought he was the sweetest guy ever but no he wasnt not even close he is probably the biggest horniest asshole i have ever known and that says a lot considering how many jackasses i have dated since i was 15. im done. im focusing on myself my friends and my family any guy is really going to have to prove to me that he is worth my time my heart and my focus if you cant prove that then keep moving.
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Day 12
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