Sometime long ago i became someone i never wanted to be

There is someone in her past that she hasn't gotten over yet. Each day's like the last. She misses what she can't forget. It's just an empty space where something used to be.

Boys: ignore your dicks, follow your hearts

I know that I shouldn’t like him, because I know it’s not working,
so I convince myself that I don’t. And then I see him and he’ll smile or
put his arm around me or just say anything and then all that logic and
convincing myself evaporates.

Things are getting to me. Just how people are. How they
expect you to be a certain way. Even your best friend.
( My So-Called Life )

When you start thinking about him
& how he makes you laugh
& how he makes you feel when your around him
you realize that you care about him
more than you thought you did.

Human beings are designed for many
things; loneliness is not one of them.

i try to fool myself
i try to pretend that i want someone else
but deep down, i know
that i always wished for you & me

She's just a silly girl.
who keeps her hopes too high and her jeans too low.
who lives by quotes & can`t ever seem to say
the right thing at the right time.
she's just another pretty girl looking for herself in a big world.
who just wants someone to love her,
and then everything would be alright.

It's because of you. and she's going to break up with the next guy because of you. And the guy after that. She's going to keep doing it because for some reason you're the one she's supposed to be with.

i feel...

i feel like a missed a major moment of my life...i dont understand this feeling but i know that whenever i dont hear from him my heart sinks and im left with a void. i know i should never let a guy do this to me but he does and he always has...he probably always will. i just wanna go back and make things right with us but how can i do that when i dont even know where they went this haywire. he used to want to be with me he used to want every part of me and now here i am laying down wishing hes arms were around me again like they used to be years ago. he makes me sooo happy yet sooo depressed...i want him and hell probably never know....

Bittersweet see you later

this next week is going to be soo bittersweet. ill be leaving people ive seen everday for almost 3 months and ill miss them tons but at least i wont see people who hurt me day after day anymore i dont know why i do this to myself but it always seems to happen the sad thing is he is the closest one to ever having my heart and i cant seem to tell him that. and now he hates me because he thinks i was messing around with his feelings. i cant do this anymore im sick of feeling this way im sick of crying but for you i know ill end up wanting you and needing you in my life.....but i need to figure you out and i cant.....i wish for just once you would say something that would make everything okay.....i just know it will never come...someone i want to rely on and need so much wont do the same for me...its taken me years to say but i love you and i could be yours if you wanted me in a heartbeat

I LOVE YOU ALL....YOU MAKE MY LIFE :D

DEAR SANTA....DEFINE "GOOD"

6 days til christmas...jeez why doesnt it feel like it?

~life is too short to waste a single second with anyone

who doesnt appreciate or value you.

{sarah dessen}

~what you feel only matters to you. its what you do to the people you love thats what matters,

thats the only thing that counts.

{the last kiss}

~i guess i should warn you

because youre showing all the signs

shes a devil

shes an angel

shes a woman

shes a child

shes a headache

when she leaves you

but shell leave you with a smile.

~the more boys i meet

the more i love my dog

~i need someone who can keep up with me

someone whose going to push me

someone who will tell me im not always right

and that sometimes i need to apologize.

i need someone whose going to set me straight

because nobody cared enought about me to do that.

~im something youll regret losing

i promise you that.