Day 1

Ten Facts:

1. i am hidden.

2. i smile no matter what is going on in my life.

3. its hard to gain my trust and once lost theres a high possibility i will never trust you again.

4. i get distracted very easily.

5. im extremely ticklish.

6. i dont believe in regrets its a wasted emotion.

7. ive been through a lot in my life more than any one person knows.

8. i hate feeling vulnerable.

9. i dont care what people think about me.

10. My friends and family mean everything to me and no one could ever replace them.

Another 30 day challenge :D

Day 01 – A picture of yourself with ten facts
Day 02 – A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest
Day 03 – A picture of the cast from your favorite show
Day 04 – A picture of your night
Day 05 – A picture of your favorite memory
Day 06 – A picture of a person you’d love to trade places with for a day
Day 07 – A picture of your most treasured item
Day 08 – A picture that makes you laugh
Day 09 – A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most
Day 10 – A picture of the person you do the most ****** up things with
Day 11 – A picture of something you hate
Day 12 – A picture of something you love
Day 13 – A picture of your favorite band or artist
Day 14 – A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without
Day 15 – A picture of something you want to do before you die
Day 16 – A picture of someone who inspires you
Day 17 – A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently
Day 18 – A picture of your biggest insecurity
Day 19 – A picture and a letter
Day 20 – A picture of somewhere you’d love to travel
Day 21 – A picture of something you wish you could forget
Day 22 – A picture of something you wish you were better at
Day 23 – A picture of your favorite book
Day 24 – A picture of something you wish you could change
Day 25 – A picture of your day
Day 26 – A picture of something that means a lot to you
Day 27 – A picture of yourself and a family member
Day 28 – A picture of something you’re afraid of
Day 29 – A picture that can always make you smile
Day 30 – A picture of someone you miss
Day 31 – A picture of yourself

Starting Tomorrow!

Day 30

One thing i am excited for:

hmm well since i am only 22 i think i have a lot of things to be excited for but the one that stands out the most i think would have to be starting my career. My career is so exciting for me. it could turn my entire world upside down in an amazing way. let me meet new people move somewhere new. i love adventure and i think thats how the rest of my life will be. hopefully meet my future husband staying close with my best friends and just living life and having that life be filled with memories and laughter and just the little things in life that make my future life exciting. so i guess in general i would say im looking forward and excited for the rest of my life just to see what it has in store for me. cause whatever it throws my way ill get through it with my family and friends by my side its going to be one fantastic journey.

so this ends my 30 day journey ive loved blogging again and ive hoped you liked reading it even though there is only one person i know who reads it. love you to death murphy sunshine :)

Day 29

Five weird things that i like:

this one is a little difficult for me i mean hey i admit im weird maybe even a little more weird then others but to list things that are weird that i like first its hard to pick just five and second if theyre weird why would i find them weird theyre normal for me since i do them.

1. cheese with chocolate milk...no judgement

2. i love when harry met sally i watch it almost 3 times a month

3. jalapenos, i love spicy food

4. dancing around (horribly) while either blow drying my hair or just letting it air dry

5. listening to 90s song and screaming not singing along to them :)

Day 28

Somewhere i'd like to move:

North Carolina or Georgia i think those states are gorgeous and when i visited there it was just place i knew i would love. i could fit in there perfectly. plus being on the water isnt a bad thing either :P

Somewhere i'd like to visit

Bora bora just because the water is crystal clear and its far away from judgement and the past i think that probably what makes me want to go there the most so i can get away from everything at least for only a little while its worth it :)

Day 27

A quote i try to live by:

"~The most selfish one letter word "I" Avoid it. The most satisfying two letter word "We" Use it. The most poisonous three letter word "Ego" Kill it. The most used four letter word " Love" Value it. The most pleasing five letter word "Smile" Keep it. The fastest spreading six letter word "Rumor" Ignore it. The hardest working seven letter word "Jealously" Distance it. The most powerful nine letter word "Knowledge" Acquire it

The most essential ten letter word "Confidence" Trust it

i dont remember who said this but one of my professors said it and i just cant get it out of my head. its very obvious why i try to live by it. it kind of speaks for itself. i think this is one of the most truthful quotes i have ever come into contact with. its a great quote and i believe one that truly speaks to our insecurities. so hopefully someone else might come to love it as much as i do. :)

Day 26

Things that i like and dislike about myself:

Likes:

my eyes

my personality

my laugh

my hair

my boobs

my butt

Dislikes:

my stomach

my thighs

my ankles

my feet

and my love handles

my view of myself

Day 25

Something i am currently worrying about:

well there is two things but they kind of go hand in hand. The first thing im worried about is the job interview i have tonight at 5. i know im a good candidate for the job but that doesnt matter i always get really nervous and really scared right before i go to do something like this. i guess ill just have to take a deep breath and calm down i can do this i know i can, sorry i kind of went on a rant and giving myself a pep talk oops :)

the other thing im worried about is getting job period not to mention one in the paralegal field which i have my degree in. its just kind of hard to get that kind of job when every person looking for a paralegal wants someone with experience. PLEASE SOMEONE JUST GIVE ME THE CHANCE AND THE EXPERIENCE ALREADY!

Day 24

So i missed yesterday. sorry, but i had a lot on my mind.

Five words or phrases that make me laugh...hmmm...

1.singing party in the usa

2. awkward turtle or anything for that matter

3. Pillsbury dough girl/boy

4. little bit

5. jessica your like a pitt bull in a chihuahua body.

Day 23

Something that i miss...

wow well thats a tough one i guess the thing i miss most is that feeling of safety. i know this might sound weird to someone but i love that feeling and warmth you get when a guy is hugging you, holding you, holding your hands just pretty much touching you. im so use to it, it just feels like somethings missing. no matter what i do or who im around i just cant get that feeling back. i guess what keeps me going is i know ill get it back one day so maybe i should just show patience. well see.