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Sunday, June 20, 2010

I need proof...i can't just believe your words anymore






















She never speaks her mind. Always holds it in, though it kills her inside. Because she's so scared of what they'll think of her. Too afraid she'll upset someone. In the end no-one gets hurt; no-one except her. So speak up. Don't be afraid; don't ever be scared to say what's on your mind. Don't keep it inside, because sooner or later it's gonna come out, and then you'll be wishing you'd said what you wanted to back then when it mattered the most.



because even though those kids didn't talk to her
anymore, she still missed them. she missed them
because she grew up with them, and you can't
just forget people like that


When exactly do we go from kids to people, I'm not certain.
I do know that its not about turning a certain age or graduating
from high school - it happens when you're not paying attention.
We go from playing with our friends to playing with our friends
feelings. Without our knowledge or consent, childhood slips away
into the night and our innocence escapes us and we wake up one
morning to find that we have become who we are.



What happens to our life in our dreams? When we wake
up it must come to an end, but what if every night when our
heads hit our pillows, our dreams kept continuing from the
night before. It would be like a second life, a cool & exciting
second life.


I don't care what you say to me,
as long as it's not a lie.


Sometimes you just have to let them win, because losing the argument is easier than losing them


For the first time, I've found someone I hate leaving.
I've found someone that I can't get enough of.
I've found someone that accepts me for who I am
& doesn’t tell me I need to change.


If the guy you secretly love tells you that he has already found that special someone that he wants to spend forever with, would you be brave enough toask him who it is? Or bear the pain inside, not knowing it was you after all



You know, there are some guys.. some guys who'll take a mile when you give them an inch. And then there are the guys who you give 10 billion acres, and they don't fucking move a muscle


"Be soft. Do not let the world make you hard. Do not let the pain make you hate. Do not let the bitterness steal your sweetness. Take pride even thought the rest of the world may disagree, you still believe it to be a beautiful place."

Now would be the perfect time,

I’ll take your hand, you take mine,

Our lips will touch, our souls entwine,

Yes, now would be the perfect time.



Being with all the girls in the world doesn’t make you a man; making one girl feel like she's the world well... that does.




I know that there are lots of other fish in the sea.

But you’ll always be my Nemo.



I guess the perfect guy would be someone who could be
anywhere in the world, but he chooses to be with her,
because life is better with her by his side.



Girl: In case you didn't realize, my heart was just recently shattered into a thousand pieces.
Boy: In case you didn't realize, I want to glue all the pieces back together,

even if it takes the rest of our lives.



I suck with words. But sometimes, words aren’t the thing. Love isn’t about words, it’s about what you do. And what I did, running away from it, was stupid.We both know love is a big, scary, evil concept.But if you feel it, it’s going to follow you around like a hungry dog. I just mean, I’m not going anywhere. I love you. We can do this. If you’re ready to make the jump, I’ll be right there to catch you.



Sometimes I just sit and think about what we've gone through,
how if it had been me and anyone else but you,
well, I guess what I’m trying to say is…
it wouldn't have meant as much.



Is it the way I look? The way I do my hair?
Is it the way I talk? Or the way I stare?
Is it because I mumble? Or because I'm a little weird?

I guess I'll never know...why you disappeared.




Somewhere in between all the mind games, lies and seduction i fell for you.
somewhere in between all the broken promises, manipulation and heart aches i got over
you.
but i guess i
fibbed a few times too. remember all those times i swore i needed you?
well consider them lies because babe, here i am without you and i
survived



the littlest things make me laugh.
it's not hard to please me.
i'ma free-spirit. i'm strong and determined.
i love to look at the stars. i'm just a girl.
&& that's all i wanna be.


Life would be perfect if: some girls had mute buttons, some guys had edit buttons, bad times had fast forward buttons, and good times had pause buttons."


I like that with you, it gets better every single day. You make me smile like an idiot & I forget what i was saying. You make me crazy but I don't really mind, cause you bring out the best in me & I'm so happy I found you.


Fuck your ex. Fuck anyone you thought cared about you. Fuck missing people. Fuck insomnia. I’m so done. Fuck the crying. Fuck the way you made me feel. Do what you want.


At some point you will realize that you have done too much for someone, that the only next possible step to do is to stop. Leave them alone. Walk away. It's not like you're giving up, and it's not like you shouldn't try. It's just that you have to draw the line of determination from desperation. Wat is truly yours will eventually be yours, and what is not, no matter how hard you try, will never be.


It's not about who's skinnier or who's prettier,
it's about who can survive through all the name-calling, dirty look's & bitching.
It's about who has the strength to shut it out.


It's not about who's skinnier or who's prettier,
it's about who can survive through all the name-calling, dirty look's & bitching.
It's about who has the strength to shut it out.


Sometimes I’ll be piled on the couch wearing sweats, eating the kind of ice cream I like, watching my favorite TV shows and just thinking about how no one understands... and I realized that this every day, simple, no big deal moment ... is my happiness.
want to feel reckless. I want to live it up, just because. I want to feel weightless because that would be enough.


Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many people call you and it's not about who you've dated, are dating, or haven't dated at all. It isn't about who you've kissed, what sport you play, or which guy or girl likes you. It's not about your shoes or your hair or the color of your skin or where you live or go to school. In fact, it's not about grades, money, clothes, or colleges that accept you or not. Life isn't about if you have lots of friends, or if you are alone, and it's not about how accepted or unaccepted you are. Life just isn't about that. But life is about who you love and who you hurt. It's about how you feel about yourself. It's about trust, happiness, and compassion. Life is about avoiding jealousy, overcoming ignorance, and building confidence. It's about what you say and what you mean. It's about seeing people for who they are and not what they have. Most of all, it is about choosing to use your life to touch someone else's in a way that could never have been achieved otherwise. These choices are what life's about.



Never let anyone fall for you
when you know there's someone
else
in your
heart and mind.



It's those moments when you hang around in a room full of friends, where you gasp for breath between each laugh. It's those moments where you get high off just breathing in so deep, you feel your lungs getting cold. For a second, that split second, you don't care. You don't care about school, about parents, about money, aboutrules, or broken hearts. Who you care about are the kids sitting next to you. Cause it's all we really need, isn't it? Those kids next to you. Yeah, the ones who make you feel invincible, even at your weakest points.


I run away from you sometimes because I just want to know if you would follow.



Honestly, if you find someone who can make you feel like you're the best god damn thing in the universe just by calling you beautiful, stick with them. They're a rare breed.



Every girl, I guarantee you, has been played by some guy before. And these guys make us girls feel like shit; they break our hearts, rip our worlds apart.. but we still keep coming back to them. Why? You know, maybe it's true when they say boys are smarter than girls. Because boys go around giving their love out to every girl they can find so they won't get hurt. And girls only focus on that one boy. We give him everything we got, &make him our world. We over think everything he does, while he plays it off like no big deal. We're the ones waiting by the phone at night, while he's on the phone with someone else. We're clueless to his act, and it ends up hurting us in the end because we care too much. & What will he do? Move on when you start to cause too much drama.



I'm the kind of girl who feels ugly without makeup, and when she has a bad hair day, her whole day is bad, who is a lot more self conscious then you would think. The type of girl who hates her own voice and thinks she's really annoying. The girl who has a huge heart, but gets used a lot. The girl who always wants to have real friends, but always seems to choose bad ones. The kind of girl who just wants to be loved by you and accepted unconditionally.



yeah, it's cute when people who have a lot in common date each other. but i prefer somebody i can argue with. in the end, agree to disagree and then make out



I keep telling myself that you'll come around sooner or later, you have to. But as more
time goes by without a single call or text, I gradually realize what I should have realized
from the start. You didn't care about me then and you don't care about me now. You used
me and betrayed me and that's all you intended. And now that I've finally accepted the truth,
I'm silently praying I'm wrong.



I'm a straight-forward kind of girl. if you ask me what I'm thinking,
I'll tell you, no sugar-coating cause that's not what life's about. It's about
dealing with the pain that comes along, so if you are going to tell me
how you feel, don't lie. if I ask something, i want to know the truth, not the lie.


Things change, it's just how the world works. One minute you're learning to ride a bike without training wheels, the next you're getting all dressed up for your first school dance. One minute you walking into the doors on your first day of high-school, then you're tossing your cap in the air at your high-school graduation. At one point, you fell in love for the first time, you felt feelings you'd only read about in books or watched in movies...the next, you're sitting in your room, crying over losing the first person who ever meant so much to you. The good thing is, nothing ever stays the same for too long. Things always change. One minute you're crying over how bad things are, the next, you're smiling because you know things can only get better. Things always change, life never slows down, and it always has a next big event waiting to be experienced.




Thursday, June 17, 2010

this is my outlet































































If I'm not the one thing you can't stand to lose, if I'm not that arrow to the heart of you, if you don't get drunk on my kiss, if you think you can do better than this, then I guess we're done.
[Reba McEntire]


I'm not regretting anything. I'm going to look back and say "remember when."
I'm doing this for my own sake. Who knows, maybe I will regret it in the long run,
but right now, it's what I have to do. Whether I want to or not, it's the last choice I have.

See you're not what I expected,
but you're the only one who knows how to handle me.


i hate the fact that i stayed with you even when i shouldn't have. i hate that i stood up for staying with you even when i looked like an idiot. i hate that you don't even care. i hate that you said forever. i hate that you lied. i hate that you built me up and tore me down. i hate how when i said forever i meant it. i hate how you controlled the relationship. i hate that i care so much. i hate that i still love you. i hate that i shouldn't. i hate the fact that you don't want to be with me. i hate the fact that i'm here without you. i hate the fact that you're there and you couldn't care less. i hte the fact that i'm here without you. i hate the fact that you're there and you couldn't care less. i hate that i don't hate you. and it sucks.


There will always be those kind of days where all you want to do is stay in bed, let the world crash over you like a giant wave, and just sleep it all of. You just want to pull back from everything, call in sick, when you're just emotionally hurting. But the best thing you can do on those days is get up and work through it because it only makes you stronger.


I always think of you before I fall asleep. The words you said, the way you looked. The things we laughed about, the silent moments we shared. And when I dream, I'll dream of you; cause it's about you, it's always about you.

I don’t know if you’ve ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist. Or something like that. I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want it when I get like this. That’s why I’m trying not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning.”

Truth is still absolute. Believe that.

Even when that truth is hard and cold

& more painful than you've ever imagined.

& even when truth is more cruel than any lie



She's banged up. Mentally and emotionally.

Literally & metaphorically.

But every day she walks outside

with a smile on her face because that’s who she is


i want to be beautiful, make you stand in awe;

look inside my heart and be amazed.

i want to hear you say who i am is quite enough.




Without even realizing it, You taught me a lot of things. Not only about life, but how it`s okay to feel something, extraordinary about someone.


and what she wants is pretty simple,
just a
sticky note in her locker saying
i love you. or a daisy he found the morning
stuck to her books. because it's the little
things that mean the most.




he's got a gorgeous smile to match his eyes
and
his voice can change your day with a
simple hello. who knew one person could
change
everything in an instant.




The best feeling in the world
is knowing that you actually mean
something to
someone



It’s not where you go or what you do.
It’s
who you take along with you.
It’s not who you spend the most time with.
It’s who you have the
best memories with



Sometimes in a relationship, going
through Hell isn’t so bad if you come out of it a little
stronger. I guess the same is true about friends.



I want to thank you. Thank you for always listening to me when I just needed to vent. Thank you for understanding what I needed, for being my best friend. And for not giving up on me wheneveryone else had.


god works in weird ways, one minute he makes you believe you cant handle it, an the next minute youll thanking him for making you handle it.


Sometimes we have to accept that some people are going to be in our hearts even if we're not in theirs


Life isn't about how many people call you and it's not about who

you've dated, are dating, or haven't dated at all. It's not about

grades, money, clothes, or colleges that accept you or not. Life

isn't about that. But life is about who you love and who you hurt.

It's about replacing inner hate with love. Life is about avoiding

jealousy, overcoming ignorance, and building confidence. It's

about what you say and what you mean. It's about seeing people

for who they are and not for what they have. Most of all, it is

about living your life to touch someone else's.



i'm not afraid to fall. it means i climbed up high.

to fall is not to fail. you fail when you don't try.

so i'm not afraid to fall, i just might learn

to fly and i will spread these wings of mine.


I really enjoy spending time with you, even if

we're just going to be sitting around and talking

about nothing. there are a million things I love

about you, like your nose or the way you smile,

the way you look me in the eye, too. and I just

get the greatest feeling when I make you laugh.

I feel as if my company makes you happy and

that's what I wish for you. for you to be happy.

and when I see you laugh at my clumsy ways, it

just makes me want to spend the rest of my

life with you so I can see that smile on your face.


to all the boys: the day you tell a girl

you Like her it is the happiest day of her life

.



when you love someone,

you should treat them the way you feel.

because sometimes saying it… isn’t enough.



she's worth it, so don't act likes

she's nothing, because she's

a one of kind, and you can't

find another like her.


what i need is to be needed.

what i need is to be indispensable

to somebody. who i need is somebody

that will eat up all my attention and

my ego. somebody addicted to me.

i want a mutual addiction



the feeling when i'm with you,

right there, is the exact reason

why i never gave up when

everyone else said stop trying.



live like you mean it, love until you feel it.
it's all that we need
in our lives. stand on
the edge with me, hold bac


k your fear

and see nothing is real until it's gone.



Just once I want someone to look at me & right away think I'm beautiful,
not after they get to know me, or after they see inside my soul -
Just me.

I want to walk into a room & light it up.


He's annoying, he's hilarious, he's the world's biggest jerk,
he makes me want to scream, he ruins my day and saves it at the last minute,
he drives me crazy, he' s out of his mind, I hate his guts, and
he's everything I want.



Him: why do you give me advice about girls that aren't you?
Her: because I learned a while ago that you can't force someone to want to be with you, and that if you're stuck being just friends with them, then that sucks, but being friends with them, especially when the friendship is as good as the one I think we have here, it's better than not having them in your life at all.



You know that moment that comes when the last tear falls? The one when you realize that your worst fears have come to light and you’re still breathing? Never forget the moment you look into the mirror and into your red eyes and see that you aren’t broken or weak or lost at all. You are thin skin over steel.



I'm the girl who prefers one rose instead of a dozen. I'm the girl who would rather stay in on a Friday night than go to a wild party with random strangers. I'm the girl who wouldn't make you wait on her hand and foot, but would do anything to make you happy. I'm the girl who would enjoy having a movie night rather than going to some fancy restaurant. I'm the girl who would rather stay up all night sharing secrets than going out and getting drunk. I'm the girl who will love you more than anyone can possibly dream of. I'm the girl who would give the world to see you smile.




If someone breaks your heart, just punch them in the face. Oh sure, it seems obvious now, but you'd be amazed at
how many people don't think of it when it's relevant. Seriously, just punch them in the face and go get some ice
cream.