this is my outlet

If I'm not the one thing you can't stand to lose, if I'm not that arrow to the heart of you, if you don't get drunk on my kiss, if you think you can do better than this, then I guess we're done.
[Reba McEntire]

I'm not regretting anything. I'm going to look back and say "remember when."
I'm doing this for my own sake. Who knows, maybe I will regret it in the long run,
but right now, it's what I have to do. Whether I want to or not, it's the last choice I have.

See you're not what I expected,
but you're the only one who knows how to handle me.

i hate the fact that i stayed with you even when i shouldn't have. i hate that i stood up for staying with you even when i looked like an idiot. i hate that you don't even care. i hate that you said forever. i hate that you lied. i hate that you built me up and tore me down. i hate how when i said forever i meant it. i hate how you controlled the relationship. i hate that i care so much. i hate that i still love you. i hate that i shouldn't. i hate the fact that you don't want to be with me. i hate the fact that i'm here without you. i hate the fact that you're there and you couldn't care less. i hte the fact that i'm here without you. i hate the fact that you're there and you couldn't care less. i hate that i don't hate you. and it sucks.

There will always be those kind of days where all you want to do is stay in bed, let the world crash over you like a giant wave, and just sleep it all of. You just want to pull back from everything, call in sick, when you're just emotionally hurting. But the best thing you can do on those days is get up and work through it because it only makes you stronger.

I always think of you before I fall asleep. The words you said, the way you looked. The things we laughed about, the silent moments we shared. And when I dream, I'll dream of you; cause it's about you, it's always about you.

I don’t know if you’ve ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist. Or something like that. I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want it when I get like this. That’s why I’m trying not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning.”

Truth is still absolute. Believe that.

Even when that truth is hard and cold

& more painful than you've ever imagined.

& even when truth is more cruel than any lie

She's banged up. Mentally and emotionally.

Literally & metaphorically.

But every day she walks outside

with a smile on her face because that’s who she is

i want to be beautiful, make you stand in awe;

look inside my heart and be amazed.

i want to hear you say who i am is quite enough.

Without even realizing it, You taught me a lot of things. Not only about life, but how it`s okay to feel something, extraordinary about someone.

and what she wants is pretty simple,
just a sticky note in her locker saying
i love you. or a daisy he found the morning
stuck to her books. because it's the little

things that mean the most.

he's got a gorgeous smile to match his eyes
and his voice can change your day with a
simple hello. who knew one person could
change everything in an instant.

The best feeling in the world
is knowing that you actually mean
something to someone

It’s not where you go or what you do.
It’s who you take along with you.
It’s not who you spend the most time with.
It’s who you have the best memories with

Sometimes in a relationship, going
through Hell isn’t so bad if you come out of it a little
stronger. I guess the same is true about friends.

I want to thank you. Thank you for always listening to me when I just needed to vent. Thank you for understanding what I needed, for being my best friend. And for not giving up on me wheneveryone else had.

god works in weird ways, one minute he makes you believe you cant handle it, an the next minute youll thanking him for making you handle it.

Sometimes we have to accept that some people are going to be in our hearts even if we're not in theirs

Life isn't about how many people call you and it's not about who

you've dated, are dating, or haven't dated at all. It's not about

grades, money, clothes, or colleges that accept you or not. Life

isn't about that. But life is about who you love and who you hurt.

It's about replacing inner hate with love. Life is about avoiding

jealousy, overcoming ignorance, and building confidence. It's

about what you say and what you mean. It's about seeing people

for who they are and not for what they have. Most of all, it is

about living your life to touch someone else's.

i'm not afraid to fall. it means i climbed up high.

to fall is not to fail. you fail when you don't try.

so i'm not afraid to fall, i just might learn

to fly and i will spread these wings of mine.

I really enjoy spending time with you, even if

we're just going to be sitting around and talking

about nothing. there are a million things I love

about you, like your nose or the way you smile,

the way you look me in the eye, too. and I just

get the greatest feeling when I make you laugh.

I feel as if my company makes you happy and

that's what I wish for you. for you to be happy.

and when I see you laugh at my clumsy ways, it

just makes me want to spend the rest of my

life with you so I can see that smile on your face.

to all the boys: the day you tell a girl

you Like her it is the happiest day of her life

.

when you love someone,

you should treat them the way you feel.

because sometimes saying it… isn’t enough.

she's worth it, so don't act likes

she's nothing, because she's

a one of kind, and you can't

find another like her.

what i need is to be needed.

what i need is to be indispensable

to somebody. who i need is somebody

that will eat up all my attention and

my ego. somebody addicted to me.

i want a mutual addiction

the feeling when i'm with you,

right there, is the exact reason

why i never gave up when

everyone else said stop trying.

live like you mean it, love until you feel it.
it's all that we need in our lives. stand on
the edge with me, hold bac

k your fear

and see nothing is real until it's gone.

Just once I want someone to look at me & right away think I'm beautiful,
not after they get to know me, or after they see inside my soul - Just me.

I want to walk into a room & light it up.

He's annoying, he's hilarious, he's the world's biggest jerk,
he makes me want to scream, he ruins my day and saves it at the last minute,
he drives me crazy, he' s out of his mind, I hate his guts, and he's everything I want.

Him: why do you give me advice about girls that aren't you?
Her: because I learned a while ago that you can't force someone to want to be with you, and that if you're stuck being just friends with them, then that sucks, but being friends with them, especially when the friendship is as good as the one I think we have here, it's better than not having them in your life at all.

You know that moment that comes when the last tear falls? The one when you realize that your worst fears have come to light and you’re still breathing? Never forget the moment you look into the mirror and into your red eyes and see that you aren’t broken or weak or lost at all. You are thin skin over steel.

I'm the girl who prefers one rose instead of a dozen. I'm the girl who would rather stay in on a Friday night than go to a wild party with random strangers. I'm the girl who wouldn't make you wait on her hand and foot, but would do anything to make you happy. I'm the girl who would enjoy having a movie night rather than going to some fancy restaurant. I'm the girl who would rather stay up all night sharing secrets than going out and getting drunk. I'm the girl who will love you more than anyone can possibly dream of. I'm the girl who would give the world to see you smile.

If someone breaks your heart, just punch them in the face. Oh sure, it seems obvious now, but you'd be amazed at
how many people don't think of it when it's relevant. Seriously, just punch them in the face and go get some ice
cream.