i cant help but think of the past 21 years...

5 Positive Thoughts:
1. Enjoy being alive. There's plenty of time to be dead.
2. Sometimes, nobody really cares if you are miserable, so you might as well be happy.
3. If you can't solve it, it's not a problem, it's reality.
4. Happiness is like perfume; you can't pour on others without getting few drops on yourself.
5. If all good things must come to an end, then don't worry. All bad things will eventually end too.

The greatest war ever fought is the was in a mind of a girl, young and in love.
Between her mind screaming a warning, telling her, "there's no such thing as fairytales." and her hear whispering, 'you never know...'

and the way he laughs makes me smile. the way he talks makes me blush. and everything about him makes me happy

And every time I try to think of another boy,
I always end up thinking of you all over again

the best thing about the future is that
it only comes one day at a time.
so let yesterday go, enjoy today,
and stop worrying about tomorrow,
God won’t let anything happen
one moment before it’s meant to.

Things That Make Life Worth Living:
Falling in love. Hearing your favorite song on the radio.
Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. Milkshakes.
Bubble baths. Giggling. Long conversations late at night.
The beach. Running through sprinklers. Laughing at an
inside joke. Laughing at yourself. Laughing so hard your
stomach hurts. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.
Just plain laughing. Having someone tell you that you're
beautiful. Friends. Accidentally overhearing someone say
something nice about you. Waking up and realizing you
still have a few hours left to sleep. First kisses. Making
new friends or spending time with old ones. Playing with a
new puppy. Sweet dreams. Hot chocolate. Road trips with
friends. Making chocolate chip cookies. Holding hands with
someone you care about. Watching the sunrise. Watching a
sunset. Getting out of bed in the morning after sleeping in and
looking out the window to see its sunny, birds are chirping,
and kids are playing. Knowing that somebody misses you.

Sometimes you have to be apart from people you love, but that doesn't make you love them any less. Sometimes it makes you love them even more.
-The Last Song-

I was at the mall the other day when I saw an old couple sitting together. The man looked over at the woman and said,
"Jane, we did it. We grew old together."
The look in her eyes GMH.
[love.givesmehope.com]

Relationships need room to breathe, no matter how
scared we are of what the air will do to them.
We need to leave the doors and windows open,
not lock it in. True love won't pour out the windows
and flee out the door, but it will stay and grow.
Making something stay isn't the way to tell if you're
meant to have it, giving someone the opportunity to leave
and watching them stay is what will show you.

If you love someone you would be willing to give up everythingfor them,

but if they loved you back they'd never ask you to.

The other boys just won’t do, because boy, all I want is you. You light up my eyes. You're the star in my sky.

This is to that one person who you think is the kindest, sweetest, smartest, and most beautiful person EVER.
This is to that one person who means everything.
This is to having him in your arms again, but knowing it won't last.
This is to those nights where you just can't sleep because every word they said to you replays, over and over.
This is to those days when you just stay at home, because your heart is too weak to take in laughing.
This is to him telling your secrets that no one is supposed to know.
This is to the girl that puts on his jacket when she's cold.
And this is to the guy that catches her smelling in his scent.
This is to the people who constantly want to bring you down because you were successful and they couldn't come close.

Sometimes I really wonder how stupid it would seem to him. How I sit here with my eyes never leaving the screen of my phone waiting for his new text. Or refreshing the screen until it says he's online. Or how whenI miss him I read the things he told me months and months ago. I really wonder what he would say if he knew he meant that much to me.