Day 13

My body and how i feel about it:

well it isnt a secret of how i feel about my body. i hate my body i really do. there are many reasons why i do. it might be because of i remember how my body looked when i was cheerleader and did all those activities. it might be the fact my ex called me fat. it also might be the fact that ever since i was 10 my mother has called me fat. i have days where ill feel fine with it. but im going to change and work on that i want to be comfortable like i use to when i was younger. i look in the mirror and try to say 10 things about myself that i truly love and i just cant instead ill get to 3 and start seeing the things i actually hate. so my goal after yesterday and weeding out all the bad there was in my life im going to work on myself im going to become happy and comfortable with myself again. i realize its going to be hard but life is hard and its time i begin to love who i am on the outside since i love who i am on the inside.