oh god...

this has been the hardest day ive been through in a really long time. today was the day i kicked my ex out of my life. he literally has been texting me daily telling me how much he wanted me back and all this other stuff and now i found out hes dating the girl he use to send inappropriate texts to while we were dating. he is a pig and i hate him. well i wish i did anyways. i cant hate him but it will be a whole hell of a lot easier once hes out of my life. the sad thing is that he was one of my best friends 3 years ago. we dated off and on for 2 of those 3. this just sucks. i guess i fouled myself in thinking that we could stay friends but i guess i lied to myself. and he lied to me for months he lied. when i first started dating him i thought he was the sweetest guy ever but no he wasnt not even close he is probably the biggest horniest asshole i have ever known and that says a lot considering how many jackasses i have dated since i was 15. im done. im focusing on myself my friends and my family any guy is really going to have to prove to me that he is worth my time my heart and my focus if you cant prove that then keep moving.

i know this rant probably doesnt make any sense but i needed to get it out.